thanks to all those who asked, im pretty much fine now. for those who thinks that i ought to have been more upset, i guess ive already passed that stage of grief. right now, ive pretty much accepted it (no not forgotten) and i really thank the Lord for the strength that He has given all of us during this period. so yeah. it wasnt an easy task, but ive moved on, and i really pray that weiqi's new life with the Lord will be really really happy. i mean, of course she would be.
for those of you still grieving, shes with Him right now, so feel comforted. cry for the loss, but learn to acknowledge it. and after youve swallowed the bitter pill, smile and keep going. but keep her in your heart always.