the following passage is going to make me sound immensely mugger, but ill say it anws :D
i regret not buying campbell reece before the mar hols! im really really tempted to just sit down one day, screw school and read it from cover to cover. retaining none of the knowledge of course, but when you are holding onto the
holy grail of biology in your hands, mugging is not the goal. its merely the act of surrounding yourself with all the
bio-ness:D:D:D you have to agree though, reading a bio textbook is nothing when compared to reading physics ones like ramyia. and im sure she has covered campbell alr, oh-person-who-doesnt-take-bio xD
but right now, i stare at my math tutorial is despair and look longingly at my bed D: hopefully i can do enough to catch some sleep before dinner xD
stickers are so much fun. tmr i shall bring a camera just to capture some of this exciting atmosphere. and camwhore, of course xD i love being a poster girl!
please, also ignore next para.
AND OMG IM SUPER SADDDDDD! i missed seeing FLH with my OWN EYES by a HAIRLINEEEEE on sunday! they were making an appearance at IMM and i only found out later why all those people were crowding! EEEEEEEEEE!!!! i could have seen dadong with my own eyes T.T MY OWN EYESSSSSS.
D:D:D:
fine lah, everyone now in jc have
real boys to eyecandy/hook up with but sad people like me dont have can?
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I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN COPY OF CAMPBELL AND REECE OMG I <3 GOOD TEXTBOOKS.
AND IM SO BORED IM ABOUT TO DIE. SO I THINK IM GOING TO SLEEP SOON.
not that i dont have things to do (like math) but falala i dont feel like doing them!
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ok happy post happy post!
not so happy lah. IM DYIINNGGGGG. i cannot breathe! cannot sleep! cannot enjoy my cake in peace! -pokes her dead immune system and watches in despair as it rolls over-
i certainly cannot imagine myself saikanging like the rest of the council elects in this condition xD but yes, council elects!
first of all, i would like to wish all of those who got through a BIG CONGRATULATIONS! yayyy!
and then i'll like to say JIAYOUS OMG YOU GUYS WILL KICK ASS WITH YOUR AMAZING PROPOSALS!
and i'll like to VOLUNTEER MYSELF FOR FLYER/FREEBIE GIVING OUT-NESS!
and then i'll like to apologise PROFUSELY that i cannot vote for all of yall because im pretty sure ive exceeded my votes!
if YOU have no one to vote for, off the top of my head,
BB: Chloe Lim, Amanda Lee (tgt in CARS), Julia Thong, Aaron Goh, Hazel Tan, Ong Ling Min (tgt as HALT)
BW: Lim Jian Xiong, Cassandra Lee, Reshmi Nair, Lim Wei Xiang (tgt as With RJC!), Issac Chay
HH: Zaki Lee, Joanne Ho, Charmian Goh (tgt as I-still-dont-know), Chloe Ong, Aaron Tiong (tgt as CRAYon), Sanusha, Ng May, Lee Xin Min (tgt as S/M/L), Ho Joon Ting, Choo Yen Lin, Chrisanda Lee (tgt as CYSH AIR), Zebedee Wong
MT: Ramyia Elangovan, Jerald Ong, Lisa Phua, Glenn Wong (tgt as JinGLE), Soh Yuda, Thia Shanzhi, Pauline Leong, Dew Low (as SPYDY), Tan Mei Jia, Theodore Tan, Nelson Wee, Avril Lee (tgt as Tomorrowland?), Violet Lee, Ng Jean Hui, Liu Biquan, Foo Chuan Hong (tgt as The Good Life)
MR: Jasselyn Seet, Nicole Chan, Jocelyn Teo, Chew Keng Chee (tgt as the Raffles Incredibles), Poon Chow Yue (in MR Wolves)
yup, leave a tag if i forgot about you! xD and all the best everyone!
on a seperate note, today is Earth Day! Lights out at 8.30!
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3 down, 5 to go.
you have no idea how painful it is.
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okayyyyy, so screaming was a bad idea. now im hurting up to my ears and i cannot open my eyes -blinkblink-
xD. and i realise how "putting on a facade" ish the previous post was, so i hurry to assure you im merely very good at rolling with the punches. getting angry and upset takes up too much energy and wastes too much time to be efficient. :D but i am turning into an emo blogger and thats bad so i shall try and stop.
although it was going to be a happy post until that happened. ah wells.
moving on now!
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my lightbulb just burst when i tried to switch it on, showering sparks across my table. DDDD:
-shrugs- cant help it, im just that electric xD
today was an interesting day. surviving without a voice, is something im pretty much HORRID at, considering i gave up towards the end and went around straining it anws. i can totally taste the blood right now. -winces- there shall be hell to pay.
but ah wells. just got home after spending a few hours watching in amusement as claire and gan sawed away behind the tsd room. which, btw, is
amazing! i resolve to SPEND MORE TIME IN IT, soaking in the sheer.... wonderfulness of it.
srsly. which other room in school has couches, super cool lights, their own fridge/toaster/coffee machine? WHYYYYYY isnt anything sciencey anywhere near half as fun! RAWR.
at times like this i wish tsd was an option for me. esp when numerous (tsd) people stand around you and attack you when you're still weak from awe at the amazing tsd room and try to persuade you to ditch econs and join tsd. D:< but its an "over my moms dead body" thing so yes, not and never will be an option.
unless i want to get disowned.
its kinda sadistically funny how much of a loser, good-for-nothing-waste-of-money slacker i am in my moms eyes. apparently, just because i didnt run for council (unlike sufen) and have no 4.0 gpa (unlike sufen) and therefore, no hope of getting top 10 best scorer (unlike sufen) or into a top 15 US university (unlike sufen) and will have to spend my time in nus (unlike sufen) and grow up to become a useless office worker woman, eg. secretary (unlike sufen), marry an equally useless not Nobel Prize winner/ million dollar earner (unlike sufen) and die a useless, wasted death (unlike sufen), im not worthy of anything.
yeah, my family is a little messed up, but whose isnt? besides, im too used to this kinda crap to be overly concerned, and its not like her wishing would actually get me a 4.0 anws. so i'll live, although maybe not tmr cos there was too much yelling for my poor throat to take it.
and they say im a mugger in school xD
but so be it. if i am bound to be worthless, im aiming to be happy while im doing it. prob wouldnt be let out to earth day picnic with the 411ers though, which is kinda disappointing.
and i was considering accepting yikais offer to be her tsd minion too, which would be some amazing fun :D but guess not.
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
crashing is basically your body telling you that it Cannot Take This Shit Anymore, and thus, is almost invariably preceded/ followed by a good immune system shock.
so i wasnt too surprised to wake up this morning feeling like a swallowed a porcupine and it got stuck. getting sick every month is not a fun thing, and i sincerely hope i do not make a habit of it.
on the bright side though, its wednesday today and i got home at 2.00 :D
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the bad thing about having a holiday job is all the cpf forms you have to deal with later. i swear, the online thing is supposed to make life
easier. right?
then if a supposed tech-savvy teen like me cannot understand it HOW are old, supposed not as tech-savvy people supposed to! and besides, im too
young to have to be dealing with this cpf thing!
oh the perils of age and money :D
im hereby once again home early! i love the end of tuesdays :D because, 1. it signifies the approaching-ment of wed, which is by far my favourite day of all, excluding the smear of pe and 2. ITS EARLY.
ahahahahhaa. -is overwhelmed with joy :D:D- although im slightly disappointed i dont get to nap because i have bio class test tmr and haven actually studied at all.
buts its ok! today was a good day, tmr is a wednesday, everyday is a happy happy day!
(say that in a sing-song voice :D)
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edit2: Love Remains the Same, Gavin Rossdale.
edit: black? all the better to read with
crashing on saturday was never part of the plan, but when a girls gonna crash, a girls gotta crash xD
not that im complaining:D rest is good esp since schools starts like tmr and i have permanent eyebags. and who cares about math anws?
dad's returning to shanghai later today, which means life going to get relatively more peaceful around here. and boring.
and im hungry for breakfast. bahh.
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OMG IS THIS A NEW BLOGSKIN I SEE! YOU MEAN AFTER SO MANY SICKENING EONS OF
THAT SHE HAS FINALLY DECIDED TO
MOVE ON?
(geoff you are too fast! not fun!)
new school term, new blogskin no? i hope this one works out if not its back to that :D and yes i know not much diff! its still blue :D but lets take things One At A Time, no?
i considered
this one too (i have a thing for blogskins with banners :D) but i figure most of yall would be too distracted by the cupcakes to actually read what i have to say :D and in this faux space MY WORD PWNS ALLL MUAHAHAHA.
-is a little delirious-
and also up is New Song -gaspgasphowexciting!- Iris, by the Goo Goo Dolls. let me know if it doesn't play though! cos its not playing on my comp D:
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the Evil Food Poisoning (??) Virus has been disabling my family members One by One for this whole week. up till this morning, i was the Last Samuri, but right now? not too sure D:
i surely hope not. still have og outing tmr!
went out today on a faux apcg outing with geoff and nelson. yup 3/10! we watched coming soon xD or actually, i didnt watch half of it and spent the other half screaming. nelson, on the other hand, was pretty much unfazed.
"oh. yeah. i was scared."
-.- but yeah. it was kinda an interesting experience! also reminds me of the pact liting, yifei, ram and i had on WATCHING A HORROR FILM TGT.
the hols are kinda almost over and i DONT WANT THIS TO ENDDDD. on the bright side, my work is also almost over :D:D:D (ignoring the fact that most of it is half-done only) and i have outings to look forward to for the next few days :D
if, of course, the Last Samurai does not fall.
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
-stares dismally at large pile of backload work-
whyyyyyyy! do they Never Disappear!
-strangled sound-
on another note, im running out of pms so i shall spend the next 26 weeks going through all the letters of the alphabet :D
that totally didnt make any sense. but you'll see (:
cldcs later! plus outings every day from tmr onwards.
holidays are too short D: i dont have time to draw!
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4. im DONE with both claire and geoffs birthday presents, which means i need to find new art projects to do this hols! D:
5. i got rid of the edit:...interesting smilies on the tagboard, so now we can all use the pretty normal ones!
6. 1 down, 7 to go.
i just need 1 to fall through
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1. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GEOFFFF! im sorry for not believing you when you said it was your birthday ahahahah.
2. went on a road trip to malacca ytd! long car drives= lots of sleep :D
3. MEMEEEEE! (cos i refuse to do this on fb :D)
MY BOY SIDE
[] you love hoodies (on the contrary, i utterly hate them.)
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats (sorry! sorry! i didnt mean itt.... AHHHHHH! -scratched to death-)
[] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with boys on a team (take 5? xD)
[] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies suck (OMG YES. i alr cry in shark tale ok! sad movies=drown in tears!)
[] you own an XBOX (i wish D:)
[] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[] at some point in your life you wanted to be a firefighter
[] you own a DS PS2 or SEGA
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers (the yellow one! who happens to be female this quiz is BIASED.)
[] you watch sports on TV
[] gory movies are cool (the only that falls into this category is Final Destination :D:D:D)
[x] sometimes you go to your dad for advice
[] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[x] you used to/do collect pokemon (cards :D)
[x] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[] green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favourite colours. (i like all colours, but OMG RAFFLESIAN COLOURS :D)
[] sports are fun (AHAHAHAHA.)
[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on (depends xD)
[x] you have fished at least once (but caught nothing. still counted right?)
TOTAL = 11
MY GIRL SIDE
[XXXXXXXXX] you like to shop (that only counts as one right xD)
[] you wear eyeliner (at times, but not all the time duh)
[x] you wear the color pink
[x] sometimes you go to your mum for advice
[x] you consider cheerleading a sport (but this doesnt mean i participate in it what a lousy option!)
[x] you hate wearing all black
[xxxxxx] you like going to the mall
[] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures (expensive sia)
[] you like wearing jewellery
[x] you cried watching The Notebook (refer to SAD MOVIES SUCK)
[] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[xxxxx] shopping is one of your favourite hobbies (how come there are so many questions related to shopping?!)
[x] you've seen Star Wars and don''t like some of it
[] you do/did gymnastics (umm. sec one pe doesnt count right?)
[] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[x] you smile a lot more than you should (exactly what defines "should smile"?)
[] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes (IREALLLYYYYDOWISH!)
[x] you care about what you look like majority of the time (this is called being self-aware -.-)
[x] you like wearing dresses whenever you can (sadly, this is not often)
[x] you like dancing/do dancing (but it doesnt mean i actually can! ahahahah)
[x] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[] you like putting makeup on others (this is Difficult and should be a test for hand-eye coordination)
[] you like being the star of almost everything
[] pink is one of your favourite colours
TOTAL = 15
Multiply your results by 4 to find out how boy/girl you are!
44% male, 60% female... does this not add up to 104%?! huugggkkkkhhh?!
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im hunggryyyyyyyyyyy.
and the tantalising smell of fried eggs wafting from the kitchen is killing me D:
but ok i can do this i can do this i can last till lunch!
anws, for this mar hols, i intend to:
1. finish up all my hw, and learn the intricacies of Binomials and Poissons
2. drawwwww! i have ideas in my head waiting to burst onto paper xD
3. finish claires birthday present, which, i assure you, has nothing to do with otters
4. meet up with the long-time-no-sees
5. ...
OMG LUNCH!
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as usual, i dropped by school today despite the "holiday" at 9am for chinese soc props making. -gasp!- ALL HAIL THE MASKING TAPE.
after a quite unproductive 2 hours, i went upstairs to meet fik and the rest of the NFN gang.
i shall hereby promote NFN :D esp since we only have 4 guys to 27 girls and thus, have a very skewed ratio D:
[ basically, we're a bunch of kids trying to
make the world a better place by fundraising for Children's Dream to support their malaria-prevention initiatives. ie. we buy malaria nets! we do this by organising sports events, preferably with nets (ie.
Nets for nets) throughout the year. thus, it is a long term project, although short term manpower peeps can also drop by and help out when the time comes. its a new students initiative SL thing, in line with ONE RIJC, also a new students initiative thing.
]if you think you'll like to join us, please let me know! or fik know! or let me let fik know!
yups. so anws, nfn seems like a wonderful bunch of people, besides the fact that we have 4 guys, who hopefully, wouldnt decide to drop out
because there are only 4 guys. our first event is slated to be on ORA (SOCCERRRRR) so if you dont feel like saikanging for us,
please do support nfn events!after nfn, i came back and slept for 3 hours :D i <3 sleep :D
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halo, by beyonce is up! such a song.
HALO, HALO, HALOOOO!
i really need to stop procrastinating when it comes to sleep.
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
HHEEEEAAAKK. 14th Mar. DDDDD: my dreams are not ready to be broken just yet.
(despite all previous posts, that was a completely un-emo line)
on the other hand, went to adventist (old folks home) for interact today! i <3 the people there i think i shall make it my service centre! plus 985 stops right across the street :D
and the new windows live is omg ugly D: -regrets updating- AND I CANNOT VIEW MY CONTACTS BY EMAIL WTH. is it possible to undergrade this thing?
i love coming home early :D
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i can almost feel myself disappearing, its not even funny-strange anymore. but ah wells, some things just have to be taken as it is. besides, ill always have you to count on, and this space, where i can rant, post up emo drawings and voice an opinion without being snubbed.
a part of me, i guess, just isnt used to... being so quiet. subdued. un-listened to. whatever.
two years?
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finally. after such a long dry spell,
angel of mercy
if you are wondering why she looks so distorted and overly skinny, its because she IS.
these may be a bit too emo for my usual tastes, but after being doodle-dead for so long, we'll just take them as they come along.
and i took the song down. so. enjoy the silence.
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DRAMAFESTE WAS
AMAZING YOZZA.
if you havent seen it, theres another showing tonight, so its still
not too late to get tickets. of course, extortion, death threats and kneel-on-the-floor pleading might be involved. WHO TELL YOU NEVER GET EARLIER.
(and elangovan, you missed out on SO much drama)
i wouldnt go into the details of the show, nor the details of the day, but kudos go out to:
BB cast and crew- for their wonderful opening, although i personally felt the script and storyline werent matched up to the high standards of some of their actors. like
ruoting (: but it was a good start to a breath-taking df!
Geoffrey, BW- for your
immense efforts into writing the script! repeated rejection is never easy to handle, so it was a great job done considering how it turned out! -hugs- ^^
Chuachua, BW- who visits this place once in a blue moon xD but was superbly cute (as usual) and made half the audience AWWWWW when she met her sorry end.
Lyn, Yi Wei and the rest of the BW cast- considering the ups and downs of BW's df, it was a wonderful show! plus i loved the flower part so cute omgs xD
HHHHHHHHHHH!- whose performance alone is worth 3x $4. (oh the gods of MR strikes me down with a lighted spork) amazing script, amazing cast, amazing lighting/sound/water effect etc. OMG YOU GUYS ARE SO GOING TO WIN EVERYTHING! (is stabbed to death by spork)
Claire, HH- stunning performance! which i mean literally stunning i was like OMG CLAIRE -tries to breathe- considering our amateur, slapstick OM days, this was a heck of a performance. powerful, intense, mature. very very strong character, very very strong showing. I HEARTS YOU LOTS LOTS. you are my Best Actress!
Zaki, HH- for saving everyone! next time im so watching you in a major role xD
Yifei, HH- for being so
real in a role none of us would imagine you playing. yifei you are super versatile! AND FOR MAKING ME CRY OMGGGG. it was a really wholesome performance!
Shi Kaye and the rest of the HH cast and crew- a great performance to a great script. it was a tight show! literally took our breaths away ^^
Violet, MT- hahahahaha the role was so YOU! excellent showing, hilariousness xD yours is a role no other cast member can pull off xD good job good job!
Cheriel, Shanzhi, Wayne (ahaha) and the rest of MT- thank you for making us laugh after all that intense-ness from hh! and, of course, for adding a little variety and colour to the overall df (: CHERIEL YOU WERE SUPER CONVINCING.
and now we come to
MR- who saw it a need to SCARE all of us half to death. thank you for haunting us with masks for the next week. ill never think of Bryan in the same way ever again.
Eden, Cat and the rest of the Ensemble- for, as mentioned, SCARING us half to death. but it was a good uhhhh physical theatre show? and thank you, for all that effort you guys put into practicing SCARING us.
dramafeste is, and always will be the best place to watch the best dramas from each house (: all the best to each and every house for the judging tonight! and i love all the actors and actresses i know very very much (:
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i got saboed into doing gp debate today. and i
never win my debates. liting should know this, shes been my opposition every single time.
dramafeste later! kudos goes out to everyone of those hardworking kiddos who put in so much time and effort just to make us all laugh for 10 minutes. or cry. or wtv.
og outing today at fish and co. at novena ^^ yeah my og is super on! yay!
and for the record, LEMUEL KUMARGA IS THE EVILLEST OGL EVER. D:<
homecoming is tmr, but not a lot of people seem to be going. should i?
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Wednesday, March 04, 2009
i have a new locker! MR 353 :D
love letter and flowers welcome xD such a nice number
and we are starting on spdf soon for chem. -is excited-
i need to regain control over my sleep timings.
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这是一个赶走黑暗的POST :D:D:D
chinese is cool when you no longer have to write inane essays and study it like a subj :D (thus the cldcs!) ok maybe im
weird but that has been extablished well enough alr xD
华语酷！-imagines ram nodding away excitedly because she understood that and rohan going "shen me LAI de!"-
IM VERY HAPPY TODAYYY. partially because i had too little sleep last night and was therefore singing songs for the whole day (aka THE FIONA JINGLE). also because ive made a new resolution with regards to the last post. and also because my internet, which has been screwy for the whole of the past week, has somehow miraculous regenerated! andddd also because For Once i get to get home at this wonderful time!
-clapclap-
methinks katy perry is very pretty! :D
(omg shitake mushrooms i forgot to go to the 411 table today! RAWR. THURSDAY I PROMISE!)
The Evolution of Jokesvianne: who died in the chem lab!
ans: Io! cos Io
dide!theo: harharhar. who killed Io?
ans: Mole! cos Mole-cule!
bingyang: harharhar. who caught Mole?
ans: Copper!
one of these days i intend to draw all the people in my class - comic style xD
and last but not least, i should not have laughed at kenneth (goh) for breaking his math notes binder the other day because MINE BROKE TOOO DDDDD:
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im sick and tired of this.
i miss seeing the people i love. i miss being surrounded by people who actually know who i am. (no offence meant to new friends. you guys are wonderful, just not yet to the same degree). i miss getting hugs whenever i feel like one. i miss touching people. stupid jc place is so big and everyone is so aware of the new co-ed status we all become individualised.
i miss singing songs that everyone else know the lyrics to. aka hsm and abba. i miss 411.
i miss msning people just to ask them how their day went. i havent talked to so many important people for so long. i miss having chemistry with my friends.
or maybe im just missing people who are too busy to miss me back D: which is fair given all these new people we have to get to know.
)))):
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