awww. so sad. my cbox is still not here! haiz. anws, hiatus until end of eois!
but first, an update on my recent happening. haha. i owe you guys one after sooooo longgggggg.
just finished 5 items yesterday and 2.4 last week. another gold medal! haha. i hope i can keep my gold record until like sec 4. that would be great.
BUT. the result of napfa or any other exercise is muscle aches. also dunno why, 2.4 no muscle ache, shuttle run have. SIGHS. hurts like crazy when i squat.
spsl interviews this sat. am nervous! i dont want to be kicked out of fam just cos i didnt make it to spsb! fam is going to so rock mans! ok maybe its a bit early to tell now (like all we did was to come up with the structure) but im sure we would work really really really hard. and hope it pays off! itll be so cool to see all our pretty seniors in pretty little dresses~ joyyyyy
anws, i have concluded 311 is ONE HELL OF AN INSANE CLASS. i mean, we have people like ramiya! and sarah chong! and we sing random songs (anything from simple plan to phantom of the opera to "xiao wei" really loudly for no reason! and we have this strange habit of being high almost everyday. yeah. but its kinda fun lah. haha. being crazy is so... er.... CRAZY!
also would like to wish ms avril lee and ms mabel li happy 15th! haha. keep rocking girls! -BIG SMILE.
yup. so see you at the end of eois. shall go mug nowwww... oh and cross my fingers cbox miraculously reappears and the 403 forbidden sign goes away and never appears in my sight again. lubs you!
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
dedicated to ms claire li jia yi who turns 15 on this blessed day:
When i see you Smile
Sometimes I wonder If I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
and then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
and everything's alright, everything's alright
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rainWhen I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me now
and one look at you baby
It's all I¹ll ever need, All I'll ever need
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile baby
Baby when I see you smile at me
Sometimes I wanna give up I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
And everything's alright
Hey everything's alright
It's alright
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile Yeah I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything now
When I see you smile Oh yeah
Baby when I see you smile
Smile at medont really like the song, but SUCH INSPIRATIONAL LYRICS! HAPPY BDAY CLAIRE! haha good luck at worlds- CLINCH NO. ONE YOS! and congrats for leaving behind 0.0000000000000001% of your immaturity and continuing on lifes long journey with the other 9.999999999999999% of it! and keep sMILE-ing as you travel the MILES (both figuratively in life and physically to worlds!) loves and hugs!
and my tagboard is still mia on my com now, so sorry if im not replying tags at the moment!
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WHY IS CBOX DOWWNNNNNN
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OM EMOING PART I: NATIONALS
tmr is om nationals 07. and thinking about it makes me emo all over again.
it strange wishing your own ex-team mates good luck. really strange.
i rmb our first meeting, where shimin was late cos of stomach flu or gastric or something and we were all talking about ms ng. and the subsequent meetings that mostly consisted of rubbish jokes and lots of crapping, mostly from joho and violet and me. and our first meeting with claire (where there were many exclamations about WHY SHE CUT HER HAIR) and our meetings during lunch and recess for spon. and shimins rubbish attempts ("
drop on the floor and make a sound")
and our himbo bloke, with his bananas and doughnuts. and violet with her "cant you see he's sexy". and joho complaining about how she has to wake up early when she spents the whole night editing the script. and us getting paint everywhere. and annie whining. and our late night practises. and our last minute chionging and the staying back everyday to do touchup on the tree, which we've fixed a couple of dozens of times. and our spon where we were all so freaked out. and how much we hated the face paint. and our performance where we were like "how i screwed up!". and how we watched acs and was like "oh shit". and how torturous the hwa chong performance was. and how we were like super super super super super nervous during the results. and how i bit my knuckles till it left marks. and how we screamed like crazy when we won.
it all seemed not so long ago, but its already been a year since. and im still here wishing that i had done it all over again.
END OF EMOING START OF GOOD LUCK WISHING
JIAYOU ALL YOU PEOPLE!i have full confidence in you. you guys have already put in so much effort, so keep rocking! do your best and kick some ass!
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i was reading the newest copy of newsweek today.
it just proved to me again how screwed the iraq war is.
all these letters, these emails are from people who lived. people who had families, who were sons, brothers, husbands, fathers, daughters, mothers, sisters even. and some were 18 or 19. some was supposed to be home the day after.
yet they all didnt make it home. they gave up their lives. so many died from IED attacks. from ambushes. from snipers.
and reading all their letters, all filled with hope for the they'll go home again.
its depressing.
there was this guy who wrote a journal for his newborn son. he died too. but reading it, you can totally feel the love he had for his family.
its just so sad.
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