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Saturday, February 03, 2007

my life is so screwed right now.

i went for a spinal check up and guess what. my doc put my on a brace. cos my spine is so freaking screwed. somemore he said "itll probably not help much now". shit im pissed. last year when i went he was like "oh its ok. you dont have to come anymore" but my father kiasu made another appointment. lucky he did. gosh. if i wore a brace last year, ill probably not need to freak out right now. cos apparently its more helpful when you are younger. and when the degree is lower. right now its like 38. and 40-45 = op. so yeah. im kinda freaking out.

I DONT WANNA HAVE A FREAKING OP AND LEAVE A FREAKING BIG SCAR ON MY BACK!!

no way. na duh. no go.

on the bright side, i feel rather accomplished cos i did 3 house hours today. with michele. we had fun! ok not really. it was kinda boring. but i got to watch sarah chong do pro moves with the string! yeah. shes so not the usual spastic sarah chong that sings spastic songs with me during math. its kinda freaky seeing her so serious.

after hse prac was psl session. which was welll..... not so good. cos 104 took really long and all. so we didnt get to do the exciting things! sighs. and andreatan and yenlin decided to freak all of us ( the psls) by oh-so-discreetly grading us on our performance. like what andrea tan and yityng were doing last week. and thus making us nervous enough to render us speechless. which was oh so totally helpful. sighs.

and then was post mortem. which was ok.

then piano. which was also ok.

so yeah.

ohohoh! btw, i changed the song. its avril (guess what avril, "avril" is apparently french for "april". which is uber COOL! but i bet you already knew that.) lavigne's (i just cant resist. AVRIL! hahahaha. ok whatever mans.) newest song for eragon, keep holding on. its not bad. distinctively her style. but yeah. i thought the lyrics were really meaningful ( so meaningful that i bet itll rock if we used it as an orientation song. but whatevers.) yeah. so i dedicate it to all my brilliant friends, 112'05, 211'06, 311'07, theextremelycoolgang, psb'07, 104'07 and the rest of my oh-so-beloved buddies. so yeah mans.

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Escaped {5:52 pm}

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