Tuesday, February 05, 2008
in the end it doesn't even mattertoday was a freaking screwed up day. wth. it totally messed up my cny mood! im sorry im just very very diasappointed and pissed off right now. rawr.
first, i burnt my fingers during chem! with a hot test tube. worst still is that after i burnt them, i dropped the test tube. so it broke. double loss. my test tubes are not going to last me till the end of this year. so now there are two blisters on my finger. they stopped hurting, but that doesnt mean that they are not burnt.
then, during rs, i found out that we didnt even freaking get shortlisted for ssef! 13 out of 30 people got in (including kenneth, congrats) but wth! i put so much freaking time into it, and i worked so hard sorting out all the paperwork and
they dont even give us a chance to participate. i am very angry. and i checked my list, like out of all the teams in my category, there are only 4 non-jc teams. ok so maybe we werent good enough, but let us participate! ever heard of GAIN EXPERIENCE. well, maybe they dont have the logs or whatever to give us the opportunity. butbutbut! RAWR. i am damn pissed off. and very disappointed. and dont say dont think about it cos i will and only if a miracle came upon me and took all the freaking pressure on me to perform this year away, then maybe, just maybe it'll be all alright.
and because today has been such a lousy day, im playing a emo sad song that i initially didnt want to play cos it didnt really go with the happiness of february but now im upset so i dont care. and im too lazy to get the lyrics. basically its aoubt this obessed guy who has this huge crush on this girl. he saw her with a guy, so he killed the guy. yup. morbid song.
Escaped
{6:55 pm}
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