you wanna be a princess?so anws i went blogsurfing. and i realised.
ALL THE POSTS ARE SO FREAKING SAD.
seriously man.
this is one reason i love my holiday so much. its emotionally refreshing. to get as far away as possible from my life without leaving this earth and going to mars. although i did do that in the simulator in disneyland.
yeah. disney.
disney is the epitome of childhood. its THE freaking place to be. everything disney is happy. everyone gets a happily ever after. except evil people. everything is perfect. everything works out. its like.
heaven.thats the great thing about disney. and the reason why its made billions of dollars. i think. i mean, which other franchise has clothes, toys, food, movies, tv shows, paintings, pictures, theme parks, hotels, video games BLAHBLAHBLAH. DISNEY LIKE OWNS THE WORLD OR SOMETHING.
all because of little smiling mouse.
and the ability to embrace the inner desires of people. the slogan for disneyworld is "where wishes come true".
and its true. not real material wishes like "i wish ill get 4.0 for my eyas" and "i wish the rent would pay itself" or "i wish for world peace and to stop global warming" or wtv. in disneyland, reality steps aside. and dreams step in. cute, lovely, beautiful dreams. of fairies. flying children. princesses whom the world adore and love and has a prince in shining white armour who is her one true love. (i really dont know what disney represents to guys. buzz lightyear?)
and even though i did spend the first few days thinking about how impossible all this crap is in the real world. like "harhar where wishes come true. yeah right. as if thats possible. good marketing though" i realised, after a while, that it is.
this what matters.
not grades not money not wtv.
sure we could embrace all that worldly stuff. but for what. fundamentally what everyone strives for is happiness. and thats what disney sells.
happiness. in little moving people and animals that talk. in movies and video games. in those storybooks we all grew up listening.
it sells happiness.
and i buy it.
i bought it when i was younger. and maybe i lost it along the way to all the other stupid worldly acheivements. but now i believe again. i believe in fairytales (im sorry theo i didnt mean to steal your line xD)
i believe in happiness. its possible. disney told me that.
and thats why i love holiday. this is a true holiday. sure now im more tired then i was before with all the running about everyday. but who cares? im happy. and this is enough. will be enough. to keep me going.
the trust and faith and realisation that "hey, i am happy."
is there anything not to be happy about? right now?
ok maybe i dont have a pony. or a prince. or have saved the world yet. maybe my grades arent awesome. and that term three will not be a merry go round.
but so what?they say the present is a gift. and thats right. i think we all know that. we just have to learn to appreciate it. embrace it. love it. im not sure i know how to do that yet. i try though.
i have myself. i have the people around me. i have everything ive worked for. i know i will continue to work. i know i will continue to give and receive support.
and i know that the future will be bright.
because all roads lead to heaven.
and the one im on right now will as well.
who cares what the future holds?
all roads lead to heaven.
i just have to keep walking. and believing.
and ill get there.
yes daddy, i wanna be a princess
Escaped
{8:22 am}
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