would you like ice with that?

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

to you:

i saw a different side of you today.
a side i didnt recognise.
ive tried to pretend i didnt know.
that i couldnt hear the whispers.

that they were all wrong,
that it couldnt be.

ive tried so hard to look for that you. the one i knew.
tried to pretend that you didnt change.
that you are still who you used to be.

but i cant find her anymore.

what do i do?
how can i still stand by you,
when i no longer know who it is ive been supporting,
defending,
trusting.

im tired of asking.
tired of guessing.
tired of the blind faith i had in you.

i dont know how much longer i can do this.

so please, show me you're still there.

please. pull it together. i know you can.

because im beginning to lose faith.

love, me.

Escaped {5:15 pm}

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