1. i just realised mrs tan (aka my interact teacher in charge. aka the pw teacher who scolded 1/4 the ri cohort during jip and threatened to make their life hell) wanted to meet our batch project group at 3 today... but lets put that aside, shall we.
2. i am home early for the first time in a long time.
3. i have a lot of newspapers at home i ought to read them once in a while. holidays! except i have no idea where ill be, home alone doing IU prep, or in china staying in a posh hotel with the rest of my family. D: i hope things get decided soon. sheep do not deal well with uncertainty.
4. the font for this blog is the small as the other, geoff :D
5. today, when we were playing captains ball during pe, i (being the captain and therefore having little to do) let my mind wander to the past games. funny how captains ball is such a frequently played sport, eh? the first real memory i had of 3G was standing on the chair and watching everyone run after the ball. the boys won of course, with their yells of THUNDER amongst other things. and dong too, all powerful and protective under my nose. the only way we could even score a goal was to push him down. its been 3ish months since. wow.
of course, there were also numerous instances of playing in the rg netball field, but lets not go into that either, shall we?
6. i hope theotheo did well for his floorball match today. (sorry. random thought!)
7. i think there will be 联排 again tmr. this means more 9pms. D:
regarding this thing about the show, it makes me feel a little sad to know that no one will be coming. i mean, sure, people will be coming, but none of them i know. i mean, i get it, its
chinese drama and im merely the
backstage crew. but after so many days of hardwork, props making, rehearsals and such, i really really really think that every member of the cldcs have put in a lot of effort into the show. and they deserve your support. and its a good show. i just wished i could share it with my friends.
but its ok.
on another related point, i know i thought for a while last monthish about quitting and joining players. but after the whole syf thing and this show thing, i dunno. im really beginning to get attached to the people in it and the whole idea of it. sure, im still only the
backstage crew, but hey, im part of the whole. it makes me feel very happy when i walk around in school and cldcians (ok this term does not exist, i made it up :D) say hi to me xD
and why did i join it in the first place? i guess im one of those people who really appreciate chinese for what its worth. it makes me very sad when i go to america and stay in my parents' friends houses and their children who are the same age as me cannot speak a single word of chinese. it really feels like something is missing. dunno, i feel sorry for them because they are lacking in this... what i would consider... essential and innate aspect for all chinese people. (ok fine. so i grew up in a chinese speaking environmnet. so shoot me.) its like you can no longer share something with them anymore, because they are alien. at least in singapore people understand you and they can use the language if need be, even if they hate it and think its a burden. but wells. chinese is a part of who i am and i embrace it.
8. im quite broken over the fact that i cmi for broken. i know everyones put a lot of effort into it, so i really wish i could go (and also because i know it will be awesome), but its the same week as cldcs' show
9. because i really just want to say this, today has been a happy day. i mean, it wasnt particularly good or anything, nor did anything happen to cheer me up considerably, but... its a good day ^^
10. 10! heeheehee. last night i got to talk to my mommy and it made me very happy because ive been so busy lately i dont really have time to talk to my family anymore. i love my mommy!
Escaped
{4:57 pm}
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