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Designed by: hawKS
Pictures from: ~nandolucas
Codings: Ebullient*

the walk home today was labourious. every step was draining, like it took something out of me that i no longer had anymore. all i wanted to do, was to stop walking. stop breathing. and just drop my things and squat down with my knees to my chest, tuck my head into my body, and pretend the world didnt exist anymore.

that i didnt exist anymore.

and when i got to the dark, empty house, it almost seemed true.

today, i have nothing.

today, i am nothing.

please. just let me be selfish today.

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i am grateful, though, that i had a shoulder to cry on when i needed one. thankyou <3 and to you too, for being able to tell from my face that i couldnt take it anymore. i miss you and i miss having people tell me to take care of myself. its nice to know i matter.

Escaped {8:43 pm}

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